It's @*!&ing hard to write but I'm forcing myself to because honestly I know it'll be good in the long run and I just built this goddamn site for a week to do it so I must.

Does anyone else have a reoccurring dream but like the place is the thing that is reoccurring? Like this particular weirdo mall pops up in my dream every so often. I think it's the mall near my house but like in my dream it's like…my child perception of it? The ceilings and the doorways to the stores are so high and it's just so giant. Also I love that I'm asking a question as if anyone can respond. Unfortunately this is a static website luv xx.

But anyway, I guess more about the site. It's super minimal and that's a feature. My website is the rebellion of the modern day website. First off, when you go to any mainstream website, 10,000 javascript animations hit your screen - it barely loads correctly. Then this annoying pop up asks you to sign your entire online privacy away. 🥰✅AGREE TO COOKIES💚😍 or 📂🙄Manage your Privacy..😒📝.

So what I'm hoping for is that people come to my website and feel peace. There is no craziness, no cookies, no ads, all the fat is cut out.

My website is my creative space on the internet, it'll probably change from time to time. I miss the days of personalizing a page i.e. MySpace and …I have to say it, Neopets.

Who knows what's next for sarahbizzarro.com, right now I'm just proud of myself for mustering up the motivation to code and it's made completely from scratch. and it's nice to be back Online even if no one reads this (for some context, I've given up Instagram and Twitter)

The modern internet is going the way of radio and cable TV. Every free site is going to be bombarded with advertisements until no one wants to go on it anymore. Ads are a plague that we can't seem to get rid of. But maybe everyone secretly wants Instagram to be their personal online shopper? Who knows. All I know is that advertisers love to strike when you're at your most vulnerable (i.e. "let me turn my brain off and go on YouTube") where they find a perfect place in your subconscious.

Don’t worry guys, I will not put ads on my website. But all this typing sure has made me thirsty so I think I'll be reaching for a nice, cold [INSERT SPONSORSHIP BEVERAGE ITEM HERE] after I've published this.